AUTHOR: tbooty DATE: 4/15/2005 12:28:00 PM ----- BODY: in other words, no i haven't seen the writer yet. however, that is SUPPOSED to all change tomorrow nite. i'll keep you posted on that one. i have to look on the bright side of not seeing him for a month. (is there a bright side to that? not really, but it's the only way to keep myself going.) here are the things that keep me going and hoping that this exile will end soon:

i hear from him EVERY day. yes it's usually im's or text messages, but at this point i'll take what i can get
we've had our share of "fights" (more disagreements than anything) during these im's and text messages. and even though i'm a basket case who is afraid to let him in any further than he already is, he's still hanging around.
he and i talked about me joining him on a trip to washington dc in june. that's like 2 months from now! he's planning on still being around in 2 months! (this is very good news)
although i've never been on a trip with a "boyfriend" i will be purchasing my ticket to dc in the next few weeks.
he's already trying to figure out when he can take me to las vegas. (and when i say "take me" i mean he's paying for it ALL.)
he's told me that he adores me and that he's falling in love with me. these are both good signs.
he offered to father my children. (heh. not the norm, i'll concede that. still very sweet considering he said he wanted them to have my "beautiful face".)

so anywho, if you have any leftover good thoughts after sending a bunch zoot's way, i could use a few too. at least i know he's committed to trying to make this work. otherwise he so would have bailed by now. and let's face it, i would have too.

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