AUTHOR: tbooty DATE: 5/04/2005 10:46:00 AM ----- BODY: i've got good news and bad news. the bad news is that the writer and i almost broke up yesterday. that's REALLY BAD news. (at least as far as i'm concerned) there was a HUGE misunderstanding, which has led him to be hurt (me too) and for him to be unsure of if he can trust me or not. it's crazy. and very very sad. and it makes my heart hurt. yesterday was a SHITTY day, i can tell you that. even thinking about it now is making my head hurt. and making my eyes water. and all that other shit that goes with it. i TOTALLY know how Merryweather feels. (hugs girl!) the good news? during all the bad news yesterday i realized that i am in love with him. and he's in love with me. better yet, he STILL WANTS to love me. we just have to figure out how to get past the hurt so we can rebuild the trust. so, any of you guys have any ideas how to get past the hurt? i'm open to suggestions. i've tried distraction and that's not really working. i'm trying not to dwell on it but that's hard to. so anyone? class? anyone? --------