AUTHOR: tbooty DATE: 8/18/2004 10:43:00 AM ----- BODY: what i want for my birthday, that is. the last 2 weeks or so, everyone has been asking me. "what do you want for your birthday?" and i've been all, "i dunno. i don't really need anything. and, the things that i'd like to have? are too expensive to ask for as a gift." this morning, it hit me. what do i really want? a boyfriend. i want a boyfriend for my birthday. now, i'm sure some of you will have seen this coming. some of you, i'm sure, are shaking your heads going "i knew this whole river boy thing would show her that THAT is not what she wants." well, shit. why do you have to be right? i'm sitting here thinking, "while a purely physical relationship is fun, it really can't be sustained for very long." duh. i'm such an idiot. i ALMOST had myself completely snowed into thinking that i could be that person. you know. the one who doesn't give a shit? well, i do give a shit. i deserve better. i want to be a priority to someone. i want to make PLANS. i want to have a standing date on friday or saturday nite. i want to MATTER to someone. is that too much to ask? ok, now you're gonna have to excuse me while i sit in the corner for the rest of the day and lament the fact that all of my friends are coupled up and don' t even KNOW any single people. well, except for me, and i can't date myself now, can i? so does anybody know where i can get one? --------