AUTHOR: tbooty DATE: 9/24/2004 11:10:00 PM ----- BODY: take tonight for example. it's a friday nite and i don't have any plans. how weak is that? (for those of you that still bother to read this, i promise that the next entry will be about my kick ass new hairstylist, but right now there's a pity party taking place and it's got my name on it!) i work a full time job, but i rarely have to work overtime. i go to the gym 2 nites a week, and i have a standing appointment every other saturday morning. other than that? my time is my own. and? i don't have anything to fill it. my friends that aren't married either live with their boyfriends, or don't live in the area. i have ZERO (count them) friends that are single. this makes me something of a freak. the one guy i do meet that i kinda like? not gonna happen. (yes, it's river boy. i like him, but i don't LIKE him, so those of you that would actually worry about me liking him and possibly getting hurt, no worries. it'll be over in about 2 weeks anyway.) i've hit a new low, even for me. i posted my picture at hotornot.com. honestly, i don't really know why. i'm not getting a bad rating (about a 7.5) but come on. hotornot.com? the hell is up with that? am i really that desperate? apparently so. and that realization? makes me shake my head and wonder what the hell has happened to me. do any of you know? --------