AUTHOR: tbooty DATE: 10/14/2004 08:48:00 PM ----- BODY: wow. the last week? total craziness. work has been a little nuts. life in general? ditto. it's very odd. all of a sudden the nice, quiet life i was leading is gone. in it's place? i don't even know for sure, and i'm living it. how's that for all sorts of fucked up? nice huh? let me recap a little........... ~~~~~~"security" update~~~~~~~ for all of you who were holding their breath or crossing your fingers that security would in fact call me back? you can stop now. i haven't heard a peep from him. apparently i've now had my first one niter. his loss. in the past this would have crushed me. now? all i have to say is "NEXT!" ~~~~~"pb" update~~~~~~~~~~ as some of you may have heard in the news, mt. st. helens has been threatening to erupt again for a few weeks now. nothing has really happened, but people are intent on keeping vigil at the mountain "just in case". personally that is the LAST place i'd want to be if the fucker actually does erupt again, but that's just me. anyway, pb went to pay homage last weekend with his ex. apparently lots of sex ensued, so i doubt that the sweet young thang will get his "older woman" fix. too bad. would've been a lot of fun. oh well. ~~~~~~~"ms" update~~~~~~~ have only received one email from ms since our ill-fated "date". i guess we can't even remain friends. too bad. he was kinda cool. i mean, for a microsoft geek and all. oh well. ~~~~~~"rb" update~~~~~~~ rb and i are still on the same track. you know, the whole "friends with bennies" thing. and while there was a point in time when i was debating the wisdom in continuing along that path, i've since decided that "sometimes you just gotta say what the fuck." so until something better comes along, i'm going to enjoy the ride. ~~~~~~misc. update~~~~~~ there are other things that are happening now, but seeing as how there are some "real life" people that read this, i will not comment on them here. i may have to go the way of "mittennkim" in order to really be free enough to go into those subjects. i'll have to think about that. ~~~~~~~~~~and all the rest~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i am SUPPOSED to have a date this saturday nite with a new guy. i say "supposed" because while we agreed to meet on saturday, we don't have a time or a place picked out yet. this is my doing. when he asked if he could call me last nite, i said yes, as long as he didn't keep me up past my bedtime. (kymmie, i love you girl, but shut the fuck up.) when that time came, we hadn't decided the specifics of the date. so i told him that he'd just have to call me tonight so we could figure that out. he just got online, so we'll see if he calls. if he doesn't, then i didn't waste any of my time in getting all worked up and looking forward to a date. see the logic in this? kymmie thinks i'm terribly backward in this regard, but she is my best friend and i love her and i know that she believes that i deserve to get EVERYTHING i want and EVERYTHING that she wants for me, so i'll let her have her own opinion. *grin* that's about all from here. i will make an attempt to update more often than once a week, but that may not happen until after i return from vegas after halloween. why not until then? well next week i have the scorpions concert and the van halen concert, and the following week i go on my trip. i'll try people. until then, be happy with what you get beyatches! --------