now for the good news:
HE'S FALLING IN LOVE WITH ME!!
the not so good news? he's not sure that i'm the "same person" that he's falling for. how can that be you ask? i'll tell you. it stems from him telling me that i wasn't ready to date only him and that he was ok with it if i still saw other guys, as long as he knew about it. i TOLD him that i didn't want to see other guys, but he was not convinced. so, i went out with another guy last weekend, even though i didn't really want to. and i told my writer about it. and as i predicted, he WASN'T ok with it. so. there you go. because i'm a "pleaser" and did something that i didn't really have my heart into, i've inadvertently hurt him. ain't love a bitch sometimes?
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